My name is Jocelyn, I verbally declared and accepted Jesus as my Lord and Saviour about two and a half years ago. I knew God was real and learned about him since I was a little girl, and I always was aware of his existence but I didn’t think much about the Lord until I was 18 years old. I experienced God’s love at a conference in Toronto called “Acquire the Fire” and it was my third time going and there was a band God used called “Unhindered” and a song they played called “Father Will You Come” and for the first time I was unashamed and I sang the lyrics and I listened to them as I sang and I felt God hug me and I knew that He was touching my heart then and there. Ever since then, I knew God was 100% real. That was the first time I bought my own bible ESV and I read that word everyday, all day if I could, I just was so hungry for His bread and thirsty for his presence. I began to pray much and allowed God to help me. I had many dreams about Jesus and I saw demons and dreams about myself and the conditions I was in. God had constantly been pulling me and tugging at my soul and heart to change the way I was living. While the darkness tried to win, the Light had already won inside me! ❤ He already established His place in my soul, and placed good seeds in me that would bear fruit in the future. Today I am a different person, and I can honestly say that. There are still many things the Lord has to teach me and mould me in, but I am so thankful for what he has already done in me! He took away that mindset of condemnation, the mindset that he hates me, the mindset that brings guilt, delivered me from lust, set me free and replaced much of the negativity in my life with peace, love, forgiveness, grace and mercy! Before I would be just like a prostitute, giving my heart away to any person who in my eyes was “right”, but the Lord changed my heart and taught me to guard it because I am His prized possession, His queen, His dove, His sweet child, His dear one, His child, His special one, His Jocy.
One day, every knee shall bow and declare that He is God. One day.
I desire that people would know the Lord, that they would humble themselves before God and accept Jesus to be their Saviour and their Lord. That they would understand that God’s plan is not just some ministry, but it is a transformed life for His glory. A life surrendered to God, where anyone who sees this life knows that it can only Be God of Heaven and Earth doing what they do!
To God be the glory, and may the hearts of the people we encounter be open to receive Salvation so that they will join us in Heaven 🙂 Forever and Ever Amen!